what the world can never take

the world is a big playground, a playground of reality where dreams are just a fraction of what men can do. we are trapped in a box where there are four corners and a dark space waiting to be filled, to be filled with good things, and the happiness that love brings.

it's been three years since the last time i spent Christmas with my mom, surprising, right? and this coming Christmas is our fourth, it is really sad every time i realize that the time we lost can never be taken back, the laughter we should have shared will not be filled in.

maybe this is the right way to play with life, you score then you defend your camp, though sometimes your opponent scores more, that's why i came to realize once again, life isn't fair at all. you lose some then you gain some, but the worst is when you lose more than what you gain.. 

i sacrificed a lot to get here, i have given more than what i can to prove myself worthy of the trust and the love that the people around me give me. but how will i live up to what's about to come, when i have given my all? can i borrow strength from someone else and just repay it when i become strong. i hope it is that easy.


when will all the challenges end? i know deep within me that it will never end, but i am still hopeful that a day or two will come that all this hardships will end for a while. it pays to be strong, for it will give you another shot in reaching the day where there will only be happiness and love all around us, yes, love and happiness, the two things that this world can never take from anyone..

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